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About Varied / Hobbyist Premium Member Jessica RaeFemale/United States Groups :icongiant-men-club: Giant-Men-Club
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Jessica Rae
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The name is Jessica Rae. Nice to meet you. ^_^

Love my Lord Jesus Christ and am very thankful for Him blessing me with the talents He has allowed me to develop.

Not that much to me except that I'm a writer and sequential artist...a Christian one at that. ^_^

Hope you guys enjoy the work and don't steal...OR ELSE YOU'LL LOOK LIKE A DUMMY WHEN MY SERIES GETS PUBLISHED. :P If you do take them to draw, tell me please. Thanks.

SpazCat 04 by rosariocentralplz

Also, you might see some predators and preys on my site, so don't be alarmed. They are either shown in a funny way on here or teasing or with sweetness (literally and metaphorically). And if it's a serious situation, it is filtered through moral lenses so you are in good hands here. :meow:

By the way, for a great book about looking at the world through a Christian's lens, I suggest reading the book written by Tim Keller; "The Reason for God". It is very well researched.

For people that have a problem with an issue of Creation vs. Evolution; go here>> creation.com/refuting-evolutio… and here>> www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q8DDIe…

I support the life of a baby in a womb and, if you can look at this and say you're pro-choice, you are murderous in heart and I pray not in practice>> www.youtube.com/watch?v=gON-8P…

You are all loved and blessings on you all. ^_^

What I think most giants or predators imagine doing, which freaks me out as the tiny: Bouncy Ball by yarjor :tossemote: by stuck-in-suburbia giant pat by CookiemagiK Play time by CookiemagiK OM NOM NOM by prosaix New Toy by Ridley126 Giant Smother Hug V2 by XaiIrken Halp by iWin72 Meet Big by Koomba Emoticon 4 by Idiot098 Nom by Raccoon-likes-apple STRANGLER by 5P-emotes massive I WANT a CANDY. Threat by HsnGoneWild ice cream van by CookiemagiK Big little challenge by HsnGoneWild Blue squish by prosaix Pacman and Emote by Electrosion Massive emote bump by Droneguard Massive emote gimme kiss by Droneguard Chase me plz by Droneguard Massive emote squish by Droneguard :toy: by alder-sketch OMG GODZILLA by X-wing9 Super Glomp by Dabombguyman The om nom nom Kitty by NeoSlashott BBF Icon by Not-Quite-Normal Toy Crane Avatar by Koomba Don't crush me by horber95 Grrr by horber95 Giant Huggle by Web5teR Giant Spinning Tard by Web5teR Nom - NaNoEmo - day 12 by Krissi001 Giant Smooch by Web5teR The Nom Nom Nom Monster by Patches67

...paranoid...




...mmm, maybe.

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Thu Mar 19, 2015, 11:33 PM
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: meows beyond my mouse hole
  • Reading: my will for edits
  • Watching: for cats
  • Playing: a sad violin song to get me in the mood
  • Eating: crow
  • Drinking: poison. At least it will poison the cat too


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Um...I know people might think I'm popular here (still an odd concept), but there is a reason Jess doesn't go to livestreams of others that much. Many of you know that I don't do well in crowds. I hate being around a lot of people especially with people I hardly know. When I go on streams of people like :iconharublossom:, I remain invisible and don't speak most of the time. It's mostly because I don't know the people there and get nervous around them.

Tonight.......I got another big reason I'm most likely gonna keep away from any artist that is popular's streams.

I won't say who it was, but he is a great artist in his cartoon style. Has very animated characters and does fabulous lineart. He's a great artist and rightfully get's loads of commissions. However...he sketched the back of his character to where it looked like the front. At first, I ignored it and didn't mention anything since I figured he'd most likely catch his own error. But then he inked and was starting to do his weird shading thing and left the back still looking really REALLY funky. Well, I figured, "Hey, he's an artist that's near my level. He won't mind if I point it out, but I need to tell him nicely though."

Um...he and others did not take it well.

I won't go into detail, but it felt bad to be made fun of for how I type in a very formal way to others on streams and then stomped on for trying to help an artist. I'm very honest when I look at art and if someone asks for advice that's at the same level or similar or even above, I'll give them the best advice possible. If they're not quite grasping certain concepts yet, I focus on the main things for THAT artist.

I had to leave the stream in tears because it got that bad. I know I'm weird. I know I'm not great at talking or typing to others. I hate that I fail at trying to socialize with others that I consider amazing artists and then end up being considered a loser or a lame brat that shouldn't have brought up a flaw in the first place since she didn't want to.

Dang...I just feel like a loser. And writing this cursed short story for the past two days, knowing that people in the class will hate it anyway because I'm not like the others in that class makes me feel worse.

Sorry, but I figured to tell the truth to those that livestream. Many times I'll just watch, but not talk/type.

(Dang, I'm shivering so much and it's not from the cold. This is a weird type of sadness and I keep on messing up what I say.) So please forgive me. I hate looking like a failure or something to belittle. I don't feel like the popular girl that many of you make me out to be sometimes. I'm not an awesome person. I'm not cool. I hate socializing unless I know already the people (usually why I can get so loose on streams since I know most of you). I'm sorry, but I felt the need to speak my mind on this. It hurts to be pushed down by some people. And then it's confusing to be told "you're so great at drawing and are so nice", by other people. I'm sorry.

My heart hurts and it just makes me not wanna draw, write, read...or be around others. I get like this a lot and it's a depression side I don't want to show to others since I hate being worried over. I don't deserve it. I know people with worse cases of depression than mine that'll have in a way *excuse my terminology* a sass-fight about how much worse their problems are compared to mine.......another big reason I hate to share how much of a lame person I am.




And sorry, once again. It's a lengthy journal, so I don't blame ya if ya skip over this. It get's quite annoying to see depression journals. I promise to take this down as soon as the mood has left...And now that my shaking has calmed down after writing, I'm going to sleep. Sorry and see y'all later.


What anime would you like to see more predator/prey fanart for FROM THIS LIST? 

20%
34 deviants said Soul Eater
14%
24 deviants said AOT
13%
22 deviants said Vampire Knight
12%
20 deviants said Bleach
10%
17 deviants said Kamisama Kiss
9%
15 deviants said Fruits Basket
7%
12 deviants said OHSHC
5%
8 deviants said FMAB
5%
8 deviants said Katekyo Hitman Reborn
4%
7 deviants said Shugo Chara

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Birdy-Senpai Featured By Owner 1 day ago
You've been featured in this journal :3 fav.me/d8mn4wt
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Jessica-Rae-3 Featured By Owner 15 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks. ^_^
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Birdy-Senpai Featured By Owner 15 hours ago
You're welcome :3
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SweetIntent Featured By Owner 5 days ago  New member
Thank you many for the watch!
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Jessica-Rae-3 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem, dear. ^_^
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