This week is Thanksgiving break for me..........and YES, I am thankful for having my family and that I get to see Mike tomorrow.
I am thankful for so many things I've been blessed with. Heck, I'm even happy that I don't have to go to classes for the rest of this week. But...is it bad to have a sense of loathing to go home to a certain part of the family that reminds me every moment that I'm not an athlete, that my book is nowhere close to being done while another person's is (IT WOULD BE EVEN WORKED ON IF SCHOOL HADN'T MADE ME HATE WRITING SO MUCH THIS SEMESTER), that I'm not in shape currently (I just want to get back to living a healthy lifestyle...but oh well) and having to be treated as if I should just shut up and nod.
If anything has been taught about my existence in life is that I'm always wrong and the other person is right. No matter what the topic is, I end up being the one apologizing. It's annoying and makes me very quiet since I fear that the moment I state my opinion and give facts to back it up...I am labeled as so many things that just make sure my ego (that I wish I had but I think hardly ever existed) get's stepped on like the ant it is.
Meh, maybe I'm justing talking that way since I got a taste of what I'm going to have to put up with for this break for an hour yesterday with my weight, my sister being center of attention (I'm not hating Summer and am happy she's on this family member's good side), and CONSTANTLY about this other person's book that I already told him before had weak characters, too many characters introduced at once and just.......weak fiction writing skills. Yeah...he wasn't too happy about that.
Anyway, I'm sitting alone in my room currently with a Dr. Pepper by my side and a Kyo that is glaring at me for being so mellow right now. Meh, don't worry guys. I just need to look at the bright side and CONSTANTLY remind myself of it any time I deal with crap this week!
I get to be with Summer and we'll get to have fun with each other!!!
I get to hang out with Mike for a while tomorrow!!!
I get to have food not made on this campus!!!
I get to sleep in a bed close to the ground and not have to fear rolling off of it!!!
I get to have a head-start in getting work done for college classes!!!
So...yeah, I think I'm starting to cheer myself up while writing this.
Maybe I should draw something fun or cute. That usually get's me in a better mood quickly and blast out my Skillet and hard rock albums on my itunes!
Yeah! Tonight's not gonna be that bad after all!
...wait, there was a purpose to this journal before I started writing it..............*sips Dr. Pepper*.....................................................OH YEAH!
I'm gonna be in internet-less territory during my break. Sorry, guys.
My family doesn't have internet at their place, so...be sure to be safe during my break. I really hope y'all are doing well and I hope that things don't turn out as badly as I think it'll be.
Who knows; I might get abducted by a drakenum and then forced to deal with Thanksgiving with him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA...HAHAHA....hahahahaha............ha...